all i have to say...

2008-02-09T12:47:00.000-08:00

well i know its late but HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
well wat did i do?uhh....massive feast 3 days running and right now my brother's cg is here and there are about 11 20+ year olds in the hall so i gotta go but yeah i just wanted to say happy new year to everyone hope its a good one and God bless!

2008-01-14T10:47:00.000-08:00

well wat happened today?
me and sarika and sophie managed to nick some hob nobs from the interview room..also it's LAUREN'S BIRTHDAY!i LOVE u and HAPPY BIRTHDAY!my wonderful ga and oth buddy!
anyways unlike hilary...nothing scary or interesting happened to me...school was the same nothing interesting only i almost ran into my teacher (literally) this morning it was realy embarrassing then i was late for registration so i ended up tripping my way into the classroom, apparently (according to my form teacher) i managed to provide the comic relief for the morning....i don't know whether to take taht as a compliment or an insult...but yeah no point in me running all the way up from the basement (which is where my locker is) to get into registration becasue there was no assembly...rocking climbing tomorrow, gonna beat u on the overhang eric(a) =P

2007-12-20T11:58:00.000-08:00

so what's been happening?well
on sunday i went ot see the SPICE GIRLS!it was AMAZING!they did all their hits like what i really want and spice up your life and they had the coolest show stuff and outifts as well!it was GREAT!and i was in a box as well so there was foodand the best seats and we all got free programmes that would have cost £15 and in like november i went to see KANYE WEST!it was really good too he did stronger, gold digga, diamonds and touch the sky...it was AMAZING too!anyways accoding to maxine my blog's dying so will try and update more, promise (;

2007-10-09T13:50:00.000-07:00

was bored...

the prince and the princess

like my artwork?lol

2007-10-06T16:06:00.000-07:00

my schools doing this fashion show for chairty and my friends a model in it and shes opening it with this supposedly really good looking guy but the tickets are so expesnive like $(the laptop doesnt have pounds sign) 30!oh yeah anyone think i should take part in this charity walk thing for children in uganda?thanks jess i luv u too :D

2007-09-30T07:55:00.000-07:00

hola amigo,
senorita jessica here :D

I Lubxzxz Euxzxz the alot alot, the many many ;D

God loves ya babe :D take care.

cause i feel rather gay today :D

2007-09-30T06:59:00.000-07:00

okay sorry i havent blogged in a while...well wat happened?well last weekend i went to see superbad!it was sooo funny you should go see it but the guy at the ticket place was making a fuss cause its a 15 so we were all like "born in 92" as opposed to 93 which is when most of us were born...and in the movie theres this vodka called goldlicks and its super girly its got like gold bits floating around and its really cool so now me and my friends want to try it...but yeah got music composition and varitations to do....

2007-09-08T09:44:00.000-07:00

ahhh!sch started and man my teachers are super annoying when it comes to our dress code this year..because i dun need to wear uniform so i have to wear black, white and grey but im only allowed plain shirts and t-shits and we cant wear leggings unless they're under a dress or skirt and also no jeans so i only have one pair of zara skinnies to wear!ah!and i nearly got sent home too cause of wrong clothing...ontop of that we have way more work than we used to the first day and lesson back i already got a history essay to do...
but on a happier note i went to primark today and bought 3 dressed and one really nice jumper for only £11!u gotta love primark...if u ever come to london go there...well i need to go play piano (:

2007-08-29T03:45:00.000-07:00

thanks to jess for the new blog skin :)!
i watched hairspray today it was HILARIOUS!john travolta as a fat woman shaking like beyonce man its the best! i recommend it if u want a laugh...see maxine i did update it lol

2007-08-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

since this is stale i figured i'd put in a video of my favourtie movie of this year: "TRANSFORMERS"
song: "pretty handsome awkward" by "The Used" my favourite song too
http://youtube.com/watch?v=ZpBx97ZktTA
!WATCH IT!

2007-08-03T20:52:00.000-07:00

seeing as its summer holidays i figured i'd blog about the really cool things that happened at school,....at the summer movie thing tt the 5th and 6th form did, JUDE LAW!came into school and my friend sophie loves him and we were just sitting at the stairs during lunch break waiting for him to come out of the hall cause we're in the 3rd form only...but seriously how hot is jude law?u would understand our excitement had u been there in person now i am waiting for the day in the 5th form where i will get to meet someone famous and hot hopefully jude law according to shopie...then there was sponge the teacher...immy (who is a british cricket bowler so imagine how far and hard she throws) thew them constnatly at mr claytons face and never missed, let just say he's lucky immy wasnt throwing a rounders ball...then miss maiheu stole miss tucker's spare shorts and was wearing them so miss tucker had a wet arse for the whole day and she tipped a bucket of water over this poor IIIrd and she was completely soaked and being as evil as we are we picked up the sponges and soaked the water into her hair cause people were missing her and then gabby started playing and she got miss tucker drenched...hmm the drama competition was amazing and hilarious!and the school fashion show, my teacher dressed up as a 70s hippy it was hilarious!and my class made the coolest dress ever thanks to daisy...okay now i have to go get ready to go out :D

2007-07-27T14:55:00.000-07:00

apparently my blog's dry so...yeah well iwent to switzerland a couple of days ago it was really hot bu very fun and i can't wait to come back to singapore soon :D also..i took a couple of randomly recommended tests from my friend and i found out that:
1. my love song is: "you and me" by lifehouse
2. i am a daring diva
3. my superpower should be manipulating fire-though i always preferred pwoers like supergirl or wondergirl oh well ...
4. my shoe attitude is big black boots
i can't wait to go shopping tomorrow i gotta buy hils, maxines and other people birthday gifts :D
LOVE you ALL

2007-06-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

frankie beats maxines trump card haha!

dan, someone and frankie!they're not gay haha!

2007-06-17T13:17:00.000-07:00

so its been ages...
well let's see for the past 5 days i have been at north devon for some activity week with my school...!
lets go through the days umm sunday: 1. rafting!
okay so we (me n my group) had to build a raft using wooden planks, barrels and lots of blue rope...so hannah and annie volunteered to go on teh raft first but it didnt work so they ended up sinking!it was so funny we had to test it in this lake thing it was so dirty and hannah kept on sinking further and furhter and lee (our instructor for that day) kep flicking water on them and they go so pissed off...me being the nice person i am volunteered for the second pair to go on but after seeing hannah and annie me and gabby (my friend who volunteerred with me) made a huge fuss becuase we didnt want to get in so i slipped on the bank and hit my back on a rock and lee was yelling at me for ebing so careless...in the end we got on but we made lee put his paddle away and then gabby decdied to use me as a raft os i wouldnt sink but i got soaked it was really funny and i was swearing so bloody much and when gabby got out she ended up slipping on the bank and got completely soaked...!and i was rahter dry and becuase i was swearing lee was like language and he was like next time u swear it's goin in a swear jar!haha!
2. tunneling...
well we literally crawled in tunnels it was boring but annie crawled into sheep shit it was hilarious and lee got soaked because he tunneled into a huge puddle but he cleaned it up for us lol!

tuesday: water sking, cnaoe drillsa nd pedal court racing
1. water sking...ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!haha well i fell of twice but the beach was amazing thought iwas kind of rainnig and i got a piggy back from beau to the top of the beach and i went ringo riding!for htose who do not know what it is, it's basically like lying on a round float attached to a boat and going extremely fast!and me ebing as boy crazy as teh rest of the girls in my class were very excited to know that the really fit (good looking) insturctors had to basically hug you form behind so that u could lift your skis out of the water and yeah i got the really good looking instructor twice which has to BEAT maxine's TRUMP CARD!by far haha!
2. canoe drills was boring just basically swimming and learning how to stop yourself from drowning...we had "grumpy" who is actually calum but we (my group) named him grumpy and he got seriously pissed off with gabby and well the concequences came later...
3. pedal cart racing!so fun like go carts only u pedelled them and it was so much fun we (my group and my teacher ms needem) kepton asking the intrucotrs to go through the course we had to do over and over again because "we didnt understand" it was REALLY funny!and we won teh races as well..!

tuesday: canoeing, team building and low rope exercises...
1. caneoing-calum or "grumpy" decided to get his own back at gabby and i just had to be in her canoe so he capsised us!it was so mean! but really funny but everyone ended up getting wet so yeah and then calum was like it u stop calling me grumpy i wont tip u so we listened and then gabby decdied he was seriously fit and i was like watever lol
2. team building oooo we had carl hes the best!he was so sweet and i got htis huge burise on my knee and he was like ooo look at mine and we were comapring burises it was really funny...!and we swung like tarzan style on ropes and he was realy funny and gabby accdientally kicked him and it was well amazing haha and all the instrucotrs were only like 3-5 years older htan us so it was easier to tlk to them...!andhe was giving us a liek drug talk and he had a harsh child hood and he was being really nice and he taught me how to run away from the police...!there was this like fence thing n he tuaght us how ot jump over it and run over it as well it was really funny and hten he gave us all 2 stirpes of mud on our faces and we became the 2 stripe group and he said we were hte best groups he's ever had which is super sweet rite?and we gave him a mud mask it was really funny the then he washed it off and was like everyone in the 2 stripe group feel and we did it wa slike super soft and he was like who has skin this soft?i do!haha!
3. grace!she is one of the nicest and she was giving us tips and talking to us and she had a group from moore house and they were bitching about her so all the instructors gave tt sch the nick name whore house itwas really funny haha and she was really funny ad nice shes only 17 so she was like one of us for a bit :D

wednesday: this is getting a bit tideous so will jsut emention we fave things okay?
1. coastal exploration! we had damine we thought he was a bit of a loner but a good looking one none the less...it truns out he isnt he just gets pissed out be like childish things...so yeah me and gabby were talkin to him and we started gettin galong and then he decided to trip me and gabby on and we both tripped and he taught us how to trip people up and i did it to him 2/3 times on the 3rd time i just ended up kicking his foot into his shin and he was justalughing so hard and he didnt believe us when we told him lee had a gf so he just laughed and was like look at him are you sure you got your facts right?lol and i decided i bagsie damien , gabby bagised calum or grumpy and sophie got frankie (who by the way is absolutely amazing until he starts tlking) and we found 3 crabs and 2 of them got my finger caught and i fell and hit my leg on some really big rocks whcih was funny and painful and miss. needem bought us all ice creams!yay!
2. we had tree hoist with frankie...!
okay so we had to be pulled up by rope up a huge tree then literally fall off the edge and abseil down...!and i was so freaking scared so i was like to frankie....: you're hodling hte rope rite?and he aid yes and i asked him twice then i absieled down and he was like good girl because iwas going super fast...!FUN!then at the bottom with my boy crazy friends we were waiting for frankie to say it was clear and he ended up bending down for like 5 minutes and everyone in my group including my teacher stared at his arse for like 2 minutes and we were all like woh!it was HILARIOUS but i must admit he has a really nice arse lol ;P

thursday: was quite boring so skip that

friday: surfing! and a 6 hour trip back!okay surfing was amazing lol but it was actually body boarding because the waves weren't big enough and i am quite good so i might go body boarding in singapore who knows?lol and yeah we had owain (hes welsh so his name is spelt differently) and he is acutally really good looking acutally all the instructors there were and beau was only 16! okay yeah so i body boared and i did amazing lol!well at least i hthought i was doing amazing until i saw owain and ihad to wear a nasty wet suit but yeah then we ( me and a coupe of frens) in tehcommunal showers whcihi had a swimsuit in and we were like since it was our last day we were like lets hsout out whos fit and we did first it was owain and he heard then it was guy and i dun think he heard and then since lee wasnt tt good looking we shouted he was sweet and he was all nice adn siad thank you...leaving: well i went to say goodbye and i had love hearts (which are sweets) and i gave htem ot my fave instrucotrs and sophie espically picked a hug me one and gave it to frankie who did hug her and i got hugs frm grace and lee as well and hten carl came on the coach with us back to london

summary: AMAZING!tirp with really fit instructors who were really nice and funny and amazing fun relaly glad i went on it i learnt to do lots of stuff tht i wouldnt have if i didnt go i kinda feel sorry for hte people who didnt go!
ps. sorry this is so bloody long lol

2007-05-06T15:46:00.000-07:00

its 11:46 at night and i am super tired!i watched spider-man 3 today it was GREAT! anyoen who hasnt seen it should go now!haha and i cant wait for pirates 3 singapore's mentioned so i imagine when the guy goes welcome ot singapore the whole cinema will scream yeah!haha but only on the first 2 days though...!anyways i am going to go and sleep i hav eno school tomorrow so i can sleep in but i have to do my music composition...

2007-05-01T13:00:00.000-07:00

sorry i took so long ot update well today nothing happened but on saturday i am going to my friend romy's pool party!i can;t wait plus she has a pool in her house too so that's good rite?anyways hwo r u ppl?tag tag!oh yeah well i neo nana doesnt read buy happy belated birthday :D oh yeah schools getting more boring because exams are coming up and i have to compose 36 bars of music for my music exam and i only get 15 marks for it suck rite?haha anyways promise wil update more haha elijah

2007-04-23T12:57:00.000-07:00

Rules of the game: Each player of this game starts out by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their 6 own weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. After you do that, leave them each a comment letting them know you tagged them and to read your blog.6 WEIRD THINGS.
1)hmm i love singing to disney songs :D yeah yeah i know haha
2)am scared of heights
3)i love classic rock like guns n' roses and alternative like fall out boy and three days grace and hate pop music
4)i love writing music though i know i couldn't play it to other people
5)i never say everything i really feel unless i know you super well
6)i talk a lot though what i say makes sense
hmm i dun have 6 people to tag let's see jess, my bro's, tian yi and immy
tagg people!haha and maxine diane and hannah tell me wat u think about my 6 weird things?haha!

2007-04-22T13:09:00.000-07:00

okay on friday went to my friends house party but i wen to her place first with chloe and it was alex's party so we went to new look and bought some uber nice earing and chloe bought some yellow heels whcih look amazing on her...and then to superdrug and got some lovely eye liner and foundation then back to alex's to help her clear up and get ready then we actually got readyfirst of all my dress was shorter thani thought and then alex's music went missing and then my mascarra and eyeliner kept on sticking i had to put 3 layers of eyeliner on because it wasn't black enough...then rose and issy decided i needed more mascarra so after that the party started...!i only stayed there till 10pm though so by the time i got home i was dead beat but i had to hurry up and take off my make up but thanks to issy and rose the mascarra wouldn't come off so that took me a while then i went straight to bed after a nice hot shower!okay well that;s it and i promise will update more haha diane!

2007-04-16T13:33:00.000-07:00

well am on easter break so am very bored at home but i got to talk to a lot of people i dun usually get to on msn like maxine, jess, hannah, diane and jah...
a couple of days ago i went out with ori and courtney and issy (i havent seen ori in 3 years) so it was really fun we went to watch blades or glory, the park we went to in primary school 6 years ago and our old school building...though it was locked so we didn't get in...we talked about old times, man it really had been ages since we'd all been together and everything about our old school has changed but all in all it was amazing fun...!

2007-04-08T07:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY EASTER PEOPLE!
well today church worship was amazing...you could really feel God's presence around, like everyone's hands were raised and people were all singing really loudly and the little kids were putting on a play whcih was really hilarious and the message was short but simple today remembers the most important thing that has happened in the history of man kind and not choclate eggs.

2007-04-05T12:18:00.000-07:00

okay well today is good because its easter holidays :D
being off school is fun though i don't have much to do in the day so that means lots of piano practise but my saturday's are free because i have no ballet!so my aching ankles get a break XD yeah well i am seriously unhealthy on holidays so i gotta stop eating all this junk food...why is it that everything that's bad for you tastes so nice?haha...

2007-03-26T13:01:00.000-07:00

ello
well today...i got my bio results back didnt do very well 67% but above average so thats good...oh yeah if u want to listen to a feel good song listen too it's not over by chris daughtry lol its a great song!anyways how are u people?tag my board!today was funny but secondary school is the best my fren drew a picture of mr.grossman and then he came in looked at the board and looked at us and we wouldnt stop laughing but the thing was every teacher that came in thought the picture was them which made it even funnier but yeah my class very imature but its fun so i dont complain!haha also for music we did presentations in groups and my friends tried to kill this massive fly while her group was talkin and she killed it and went YES!and everyone could not stop laughing even my teachers...thursday is the netball interform tournament and the teachers are playing hte sixth form which has to be funny...last year my teachers cheated os much they knocked the ball out of the sixth formers hands and moved the pole further and further back so that it got harder and harder haha!okay all i got time for tlk soon
MAXINE:<3 u too and EVERYONE else back home! :D

2007-03-23T11:16:00.000-07:00

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME
danae quek guo en-tzu
2.What colour pants are you wearing?
black trackies lol comfy :D
3. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
ACDC - it's a long way to the top
4. ARE YOUR LEGS CROSSED?
they were like just before i read this question so no i guess now... lol
5. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
dinner porridge! yummy!i mean it...!
6. IF YOU WHERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
hmm blackish n greenish mysterious n fun lol
7. HOW IS THE WEATHER RIGHT NOW?
freezing in london though it's mean to be spring
8. LAST PERSON YOU TAlKED TO ON THE PHONE??
my fren issy talking about who she saw at yoga
9. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX? what they dress like n their face n if they are nice or funny
10. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT YOU THIS?
YES i luv diane
11. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
okay-ish its friday afterall :D
12. FAVOURITE DRINK?
hmm..tts real hard uh...innocent smoothie or guava juice
13. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
i've got 3 eiswein and jack daniels with coke and guiness!!!
14.WHAT IS YOUR FAVE SPORT?
football and am actually not that bad...!
15. HAIR COLOUR?
black but in different light looks different shades or brown
16.EYE COLOUR?
dark brown
17. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
nope :D
18. SIBLINGS?
2 big bros 21 turning 22 and 18 tuning 19...
19.FAVOURITE MONTH?
july and december
20.FAVOURITE FOOD?
anything bad for u especially hawker food YUMMY!
21. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
uh failure to launch on dvd (ive been cinema but i watched tt on sunday)
22. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR
CHIRSTMAS!dya christ was born the day i luv...!plus holiday also wat not to like?
23. SATURDAY OR SUNDAY?
sunday can sleep in and got church but in singapore got church on sat as well..
24. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
date!?! depends goin out wit frens def not...
25. DO YOU LIKE MARMITE?
no but i like marmite falvoured crisps from walkers
26. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summer better clothes n i feel better in summer too..!
27. HUGS OR KISSES?
BOTH but hugs are way more common though my bffes do count when it comes to kisses
28. CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
chocolate is proven to make u feel better..!
29. DO YOU WANT YOUR FRIENDS TO WRITE BACK?
yeah!who wouldnt?
30. Who's most LIKELY TO RESPOND?
am doing it on my blog so i dun ahve to re send but will tell people so hopefully they will do it
31. WHO IS LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
dunno...=S
32. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS?
at home wit parents n bros but i dont mind..!
33. WHAT BOOKS ARE YOU READING?
jane eyre by charlotte bronte ( i HIGHLY recommend it!its amazing!)
34. DID YOU WAKE UP BEFORE YOUR ALARM WENT OFF ? i
my bros my alram...but yeah i did
36. DO YOU MISS BIG BROTHER YET?
i dun like big brother buti do like a good reality tv series like ANTM
37. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
perfume, my mums cooking and yummy food!
38. WHAT INSPIRES YOU?
anything i find interesting...
39. BUTTERED, PLAIN, OR SALTED POPCORN?
buttered slat not nice and plain not enough flavour
40. FAVOURITE CRISPS?
thai sweet chilli and doritos chilli heatwave!
43. How MANY KEYS ON YOUR KEY RING?
four
44. CAN YOU JUGGLE
yes i can!
45. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE WEEK?
friday last day of sch in the week and chips for lunch!
46. RED OR WHITE WINE?
white
47. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
went out for diner, brought krispy kremes to sch, drank wine and stayed up late and got pressies
48. DO YOU OWN A DONOR CARD?
am under age to have one but no i dun
49. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
what time is it?

2007-03-20T14:17:00.000-07:00

okay so this past week...
its spring time but its snowing!so my feet and fingers are freezing..!i over did my ballet lesson and my legs n arms hurt and also i cut my leg on a table like near my knee and its bruised and painful...!
also, i did really badly in my maths test but it's my fault for not revising properly thankfully its only a pre-test and the big one is coming up...
i have realised that water polo is so tiring!
i know summer's ages away (well here it is) but i cant wait till June!because my year is going on a 3 day trip to ypres (which is in belgium) and on the last day we get to shop as much as we want!
and later on we are going to this compulsory trip to this activity centre and i can surg and weight board and rock climb and its meant to mix with different people but i don't think that's happening and also my teachers are forced to come so that should be hilarious...!
well thank GOD i have a chance to do this...!

2007-02-26T13:06:00.000-08:00

14!that's my new age haha!
okay so today wasn't as bad as i thought and sorry to jess cause i never post which is true...!i am not a bimbo maxine!and ur phone has to be hideous if u like it lol!okay enough joking around...
well today i brought krispy kremes into school and me and sophie and yasmin almost ate ellas one...also sophie bought me the new fall out boy sinlge whichi absolutely love as well as sweets pens and more sweets!issy baked me brownies and mr.morris thinks i am freak well it's a long story and sophie's to blame!haha also last wednesday i went ot cadbury world in birmingham took 3 hours to get there and somemore must wake up early to get to school!annoying right?and the only fun part was the playground they had, lunch and the photo the ride took of me, chloe, erica and scarlett we looked so retarded erica was reading the story and i was like o.0 and chloe just sneezed and scarlett couldnt stop laughing i will load pics up asap but i cant find the cd to load my pics on to so wait abit...anyways how r u people?also sarikas briging me my pressie tomorrow..!excited oh yeah n my dad got me the coolest singing birthday badge though it doesnt have an off button okay well i guess that's it sorry so long...!x

2007-02-17T06:47:00.000-08:00

hello people!
okay sorry i ahvent been posting ina while i dont have internet at home for the imte being and am at an internet cafe its very much like a library here...maxine says i am ditsy and so does jess who agress iwth them?well nothing much has happened i have been spending my half term break of one week catching up on boring history essays and french tests but i thanks God that it hasn't been a lot!i still have maths and latin and greek but thats what happens so no point complaining...also happy chinese new year everybody!i am getting a little stressed though i mean i have to pick my GCSE subjects by friday next week and everythings kind of going fast like by september will be starting my GCSE course time's flying...oh but my school had a drama competiton on the day i went back it was great!the plays were so funny and i never knew my school had such talent lol...

2007-01-30T07:27:00.000-08:00

i feel kind of over my head
i mean when i get back to school i have a whole half term of homework and class work and notes to catch up on as well as whole half terms work of grade 7 ballet and grade 5 piano to catch up on as well!
so this song is really good for me and i need to pray because i should always put God first and formost in every aspect of my life and commit what i do to him and ask for help...
so to anyone who feels over their head listen to this song and also pray espically if it's balancing school work and relaxation time together...

2007-01-29T06:36:00.000-08:00

Down...
i decided to change font because i like this better...so yeah
anyways will be heading back to london on tuesday which is kind of sad...
what am i going to miss most?...
hmm...food, family, friends...
well am feeling kind of sick like not throwing up sick more like upset and angry sick...
i think that sounded emo...anyways now for something happy!
i finally bought the sponge bob i was looking for and i can't wait for saturday and sunday!also went shopping today and bought this really cool t-shirt that says ROCK on it like 2 letters then another 2 letter underneath so am very pleased and the best part is that my parents bought it for me!hahaz

2007-01-24T22:14:00.000-08:00

love you forever...in my heart

2007-01-21T18:58:00.000-08:00

um...well i am probably the most depressed person in singapore other than the other members of my family seeing as my grandma just passed away...
well i think most pphbc people would know that already cause jess does...
so am back in singapore for a short bit and well i don't really know what to say...
i didn't get a chance to see my grandma that night but when i found out it was the most scariest thing that happened to me in my life...
but seeing or hearing your family suffering is far worse than you suffering...trust me on that...
well there was a service last night and many many people came i felt kinda lucky that my grandma was able to expirience the things she did before she left...plus shes gone somewhere way better where nothing like this happens...

2007-01-11T06:59:00.000-08:00

okay so am upset that i am leaving tomorrow night because i will miss it here terribly...but will be back in 7 months if you people can wait that long...
my posts will be realtively frequent so keep coming to read...
i need some ideas as to what to get daniel and cedric because they got me a christmas present and i need to get them one too so any ideas people?
okay my flight is at 2am on saturday quite retarded
and when i go back am going shopping to urban outfitters to buy my 5 pound shoes that i saw on the internet...
when i go back to school on Monday i have catch up work...which i can't be bothered to do...!
ARGH!
so right now i am quite bored...
i should go to sleep soon!
NITE

2007-01-02T01:42:00.000-08:00

okay so wen to the hospital later than yesterday today...
stayed for about an hour and a half but i didn't get to see my grandma today she was sleeping which is a good thing...
anyways i am very tired today i spent all of last night watching american beauty and smsing people and tlkin to people on the phone...
i just woke up and the first thing i do is go on the computer haha...
so it's already the second day of the new year but i haven't given my new year's resolutions:
1. to not be weird around people (only a few of you would get that)
2. conenct more with God
3. grow spiritually
4.create a stronger relationship with God
so people it is offically 1 month and 24 days till my bday!!!!haha
some interesting and happy news...!

2007-01-01T02:43:00.000-08:00

it's NEW YEAR! so everyone it's a new start yay!
so i am quite depressed new year's eve was very depressing my grandma was admitted to the hospital and it was really scary waiting in the waiting room and not knowing much about what was happening....
so after we waited in the waiting room since 7am till like 5pm we went back home...
me my bros and cousins...
and at 8pm we went to nana's house for her parents anniversary dinner!
lots of food and lots of people but my mum and aunt didn't come
there was worship and gi was playing the key board
now am staying till 13th january which is kind of the silver lining...
today i was in the hospital for a few hours and that's all
thanks the lord that my grandmother is getting much better
the praying was very emotional and am glad she is much much much better
thank you God...
btw...HAPPY NEW YEAR!(:

2006-12-30T05:28:00.000-08:00

today was amazing at youth...
you could really feel the holy spirit and i felt really connected...so anyways after that whole expirence we went to the basment parking lot to eat food...
i had some vegetables and curry and rice yumm! (:
so after that me and judeie hung around while gi made fun of my british accent lol...
after that i went to holland village with judeie and we bought large fries then had starbucks and ate our fries..then we got even more piggy and had another large fries it was very fattening but very yummy..
then we came home and for lunch went out for sea food so nothing much...
am leaving singapore in another 3 days and tomorow is aunty buns and uncle william's wedding anniversary so over to nana's house as usual hope that loads of people from church come so that i can see them one more time before i have to leave...
so yep that's it got to go now...

2006-12-25T22:09:00.000-08:00

i haven't been posting for ages because i was away in japan...
IT WAS CHRISTMAS YESTERDAY!!!i had lots of fun at church and met up with hil finally after like a year and a half and she is here to stay so that's good we spent lots of time talking like everyone said i would....
got great presents including 2 ipod cases from elijah and bella...and i got this really pretty bracelet from jess that i love...!
although presents are nice to get they are like something extra i like having my friends though better than most and paper is better than cards...!
in japan i spent 2 days sking but quite a lot of it was spent on my butt (which was like soaked) then i spent one day in tokyo disney land i got this light up alien key chain which is so cool...and they were selling like mickey mouse ears as clips which was really sweet but you can only use it in disneyland and on halloween though i dont dress up for that...
i ate more than enough japanese food which i am now a little bit sick of eating after 7 days though a much needed mc donald's meal was required at the airport on the last day...though i had a chicken terriyaki burger so i guess that's kinda japanese....
i cant wait till new year!December is the best month of the year other than febuary...

2006-12-17T04:43:00.000-08:00

okay so am kinda jet lagged today
went to church and i am in singapore finally!hung out and listened to people play their guitars and now i want to learn migt just ask someone to teach me...i am flying to japan tonight and i am very tired and dont want to spend another 8 hours on a plane...depressing dont u thik that people who love to travel are the ones who can afford like first and business no offence to people...okay now i have to go...
so short...

2006-12-01T09:11:00.000-08:00

doing this cause was tagged by tianyi but i like this sorta thing...lol

#1. Are you a chinese or english freako?
english but i am so not a freak haha

#2. If time is going to stop; what will you possibly do for that time?
hmm...redo everything i did wrong that die but by doing better things...

#3. Prefer a playpool or playground?
hard one...BOTH!

#4. Do you usually gossip others; or being gossiped?
nope...

#5. Do you like simple or complicated stuffs?
depends...i like certain things one way...

#6. Do you tackle numbers better; or alphabets?
i would say numbers maths better than english for me...

#7. What makes you pissed off?
people who accuse you when they dont know waht they r tlking about and bullies

#8. How was your childhood?
amazing!

#9. Do you have inspiration without perspiration?
nope i like to work to get inspired

#10. Do you think 24 hours is too long, short or just okay?
usually too short

#11. Would you judge people by their appearance?
i do sometimes but i know i shouldnt so am working on that part...

#12. What is attractive in your eyes?
i dont know what appeals from my eyes to others so ahve to ask someone i know...

#13. Do you like the day or night, explain why.
day cause night is kinda depressing...

#14. Do you treasure stuffs that you own, or you have insatiable desires?
i love the things i ahve but i do desire other things...

#15. If your computer just hanged up; with a long long document not being saved; how will you react?oh well would probably ask my bros to help me fix it if it didnt work then i would get all annoyed...

#16. Do you believe in miracles? Or was it longed predestined?
MIRACLES!!!!!!!why wouldnt i?

#17. Do you often tend to forget about the past; or trying hard to do so? What are you trying to forget?i can forget important things but things that affect me and people i know i will remember it...

#18. In your mind, why colours are out here?
for ART

#19. Have you ever pity those who are real pitiful; and shed tears for them; etc?
i do pity people but i dont cry instead i just think...

#20. Describe yourself as in attitude.
can be angr but i think am well i dunno i know am short tempered when am being bugged but the rest gotta ask someone who knows me super well...

#21. Do you suddenly lose the grasp of hope to survive as yet?
no...

#22. Give 3 advantages when you get to live.
friends, family and the things that make people happy...

#23. What is your ambition in life?
get a job survive school and get married and be a great mum and maybe a designer or lawyer...

#24. Do you believe in horoscope etc?
i read them but i dont believe in them...

#25. Describe music in your life
music is for telling people how u feel and definetly dancing...

#26. Which country you would like to go; when you can afford it?
well its a continent but africa...

#27. What do you think blogging is about?
tell people things in your life without having the awkwardness of saying it face to face though face to face is better for me...

#28. What kind of style you are trying to get hold off?
i dont know i guess my own...

#29. When you fail a test, how will you react?
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!NO!!! something like that... :P

#30. Pass this to 8 friends; for them to get it done.
i dun think 8 people read my blog but okay...
my bro, then my other bro, grace, hil, max, daphne, judie and jess...

2006-11-22T13:26:00.000-08:00

well nothing much has happened...
on monday i got hit in the nose with a proper wooden hockey stick and the whole bleeding thing happened...
was quite funny cause my teacher went all freaked out when she told me too move my hand away from my nose then she saw the blood and starting freaking out casue she is a new teacher...
i have 24 days left until x-mas hols includes today and weekends so if you think about it it's not that far away also i want to go to my school trip to Italy but have to wait too find out whether Sarika can go anyways i guess that's it and sorry i haven't posted in ages...
and we are doing secret santa in my class!so much fun!lol!

2006-10-30T09:15:00.000-08:00

today was great!
oh yeah sorry to everyone who was tlkin to me on msn then i just kinda disappeared...
i went to the park today with my best friend and i havent been there since i was like 7...
so that was really fun i sat on the swings slowly swinging and squashing the sand between my toes...its great fun by the way...
and i got a chance to remember all the memories i got from this place...
pretending to ice skate on the thin ice when i was like 5 and falling over every 5 minutes in winter....
and running around and sitting under the sprinklers in summer...
then it started to rain...really heavy but it was really sunny...
and i love playing in the rain when the sun is shinning...
was great...
gave me a chance to think about everything i did when i was a kid the mistake and the right things....
was great...!

2006-10-29T12:06:00.001-08:00

today was fine i guess...
it was my brothers birthday so that was some what happy...
other than that i have been feeling kinid of down lately i cant wait for school to start so i can keep my mind busy as well...
today was sketching something when my freind rang me up and she was totally upset but she wouldnt tell me why so i couldnt help her now am trying to think what made her that sad...
oh yeah but spent most of the day watching bleach and reading manga...
so am sleeping quite late tonight and half term is nearly over...
that means my theory and ballet exam are coming!
ahhh =(

2006-10-29T12:06:00.000-08:00

2006-10-26T13:06:00.000-07:00

am on half term so am doing okay other than the essays that i ahve to do...anyways am slightly depressed dunno why might be te fact taht my neighbour died and i have known her for 11 years and the funeral was on monday but yeah....i can't wait till christmas its only nearly 1 month away!!!!!!!my FAVE time of the year haha!so since not many people read my blog...i think i can say am comin bk for xmas...

2006-10-13T09:11:00.000-07:00

hey!schools gotten better...the whole problem is sorted out though i wish i could have more fun haha today was hilarious sophie and erica hid under my teachers desk and she didnt realise until they crawled out and screamed then she got sooo shcoked it was hilarious haha my calss is so imature...anyways to all you peopel doing exams i hope they rnt so bad and that you can try to get over them...for me i dont have exams till july!theres nothing much to say but i have a trip to germany in april cause am taking german as my modern foreign language but people who r taking italian get to go to italy and others get to go to spain!argh =b!

2006-10-06T12:17:00.000-07:00

school homework load is increasing and i feel like my friends are atlking about me behind my back and leaving me out like today they were sitting at the art table and there wasnt enough space so my friend sarika came to sit next to me because there wasnt enough space then after we boht sat down at the other end of the room they asked her to go and sit with them and i am very sure that they saw me next to her...and mariams the worse she just bitches about you behind our back and she made chloe like that too...i knwo it sounds ridiculos and that i might be over reacting but its just those little things if i am over reacting...leave a comment and tell me that...well till later aurevoir

2006-09-30T02:18:00.000-07:00

hey!sorry i took so long to reply and all...anyways nothing much happeneing except i can come bk to singapore but i want it to be a surprise...only for 11 days though but over christmas and new year!!YAY!school is getting annoying now becase all the upper years are beng weird but my scchool had a bake sale and we made over 238.17!!!!which is really gd it was for intercare...so okay tahts all
xxx

2006-09-17T23:56:00.000-07:00

sorry i haven't updated in ages...well nothin much has happened except sch is even more boring though since am doin german its fun!but greek is such a bore!well every now and then i feel home sick but maybe i can go back in december...i just have to pray and have faith though its not looking so great...!but i cant wait till December break because its CHRISTMAS!but it would be even more amazing if i could spend it in Singapore...!!!!lol

2006-09-06T11:52:00.000-07:00

hey people!
well today i am feeling very homesick!=(!for jess' sake will mention names!hilary says shes coming bk to singapore in october yay!so if i can go back can see her and everyone else (including jess!!) but hopefully nothing will interfere with it...oh yea sch started for me today!its terrible i have 2hours plus of homework everyday now!!isnt that sad?..haha i have a new teacher who read out a list of what she expects us to be like. this includes: being punctual (dun noe how to spell so basically on time every day!), getting one credit and not talking when she is. and she got really angry with my class today so i think she already doesnt like us lol!i also had my first german lesson which was funny and tomorow i have a latin and classical greek lesson!argh!and i dont have to do water polo until febuary yay!i am doing volleyball!and today i wrote the most i have ever written in my diary!5 pages about one day and most of it was about Singapore and my friends there lol...gtg
xxx

2006-09-04T05:10:00.000-07:00

well...i arrived back in london yesterday at 6 in the morning and i really miss singapore already you could call it home sickness if you want too...my school starts on wednesday so i am getting ready for it...but yeterday i had a very intresting converstion with a friend and her cousin lol...well i just wanted to tell someone i felt homesick so if u read this you are that specail someone!haha =b!well thats all i wanted to say so bye bye...

2006-08-27T07:25:00.000-07:00

hey!well i dont know what to write only that i want to stay one more day here then can go out on sat and sun lol...anyways feel free to leave a comment and thanks for reading my blog andi found out intresting stuff this week from friends so that made me a little happier...anyways i am sorry theres nothing much!
xxx

2006-08-26T07:14:00.000-07:00

Hey!soz i didnt write in a long time and sorry to jess because i am turning into my bro by not updating my blog which she hates...so there nothing much to say only that i am very very very sad that i am leaving next week...am gonna miss everyone...and the most annoying thing is that as soon as i leave people here will be on holiday!*upset face* anyways hope you enjoy reading my blog and i promise will keep it updated!lol!
xxx

2006-08-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

okay i told a friend i would write down why i was confused so i will write it now haha...well a friend of mine said that my caucassion accent and attitude was lame and weird, she called me a bitch and told me to f*** off and i asked her about it and she said that she only said it a bit but thats all well maybe i am over reacting but still its kinda important and even if she didnt why did she sign off straight away?but i dont know who to believe so am confused should i believe my best friend since i was like 5 who i kinda do believe or my good friend who has known to tlk about people behindd their back?...well since only jess reads this i guess i can say all this hoping that no one sees it haha anyways gtg...

2006-08-14T08:01:00.000-07:00

hey so now i have something to write about...my life is quite intresting...i am getting an i-pod nano tomorrow yay!i have been waiting for one for ages haha...i was talking to a friend of mine and suddenly i got this e mail it was called "natural highs" and there were 45 things in it that happen to you with someone you care for and they are natural highs that make you feel very happy and floating high...i think that sounds kinda corny but it really does mean something to some people so if u want that e mail ask me and will send to you...i also recieved this very important e mail from a cousin of mine which referred to how much God loves you and how he died on the cross for us to save us from our sins and how that satin tempts us with things in our every day lives and we should forget about what people think and start thinking about what God thinks...so DO THAT...!

2006-08-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

haha...i have nothing to say today just trying to avoid a certain person so i dont need to get into some weirded out fight over absolutly nothing...anyways not that many people read my blog so i guess i can say a lot of things...but right now theres nothing much to say so carry on reading my blog to find ot everything i have to say about everything i can think of...

2006-08-11T09:53:00.000-07:00

okay so things are still a bit blured in my life...am kind of bored since i have such a long summer holiday so theres nothing much to write about...will keep u up dated...luv loads xxx

2006-08-10T07:36:00.000-07:00

hey...today i found out everything that someone i consider my best friend said about me and i am quite pissed...but a good friend told me that i should learn to forgive so i have but i am still wary against this person...on a happier note i would like to thank jess loads for fixing up my blog!thanks luv loads
xxx

2006-08-06T23:16:00.000-07:00

okay so yesterday was crap...i found out one of my closest friends called me a liar and a betrayer (i dont even know if tts a real word) so i was quite depressed until i realised i had much better friends who didnt talk about me behing my back and weren't bitchy!

as for today...i am so not used to singapore weather and am quite bored at home cause everyone's at school...

2006-08-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

okay so this is my first blog n i hve no idea wat to write...excpet to say thanks to jess for fixing it up for me luv ya xxx